Still no

Okay, it still hurts.
I have no idea when it will stop.
But I will finish my first 5K. It's less then 5 weeks away. I'm pretty sure I will run-walk that. I don't really care about the time, as I was not able (and still not) to train properly. I just want to finish, and stick to my plan. I do less stressful things now to keep me fit (walk, cycle, swim, some workouts), but I will run again. It's a good lesson to me again.
I need some changes. Change of gears. You need some reason to wake up every day. I just turn to the other side, and keep sleeping.
And from my current favourite song:
"Be aware it's just your mind, you can stop it anytime".
Jem - Save me